So, who remembers when I had friends? And when I had fun and was lazy? I
do...kind of miss em kind of don't. I am going to die of heart failure...like next
week. School is over so I MIGHT be home more but I might just get more
hours to work. Got a raise again and there thinking of moving me up to crew t
rainer (assistant manager). Yea, movin up on the McDonald's ladder thing.
Big accomplishment. You don't respect people who work in places like that
untill you've had to do it. I don't mean the little ass kids who work 3 hours
and just stand there. I mean poeple like me and the people who fuckin bust
their balls and aren't just tryin to beat the clock. Yea, I know its McDonald's
who cares right well, hey no matter what I'm doin I better do it my best. I
can't look bad. I fuckin kiss those fat customers asses even when there fuckin
rude as shit 2 me, don't get me wrong I did flip on plenty but they were out of
line. I love fightin with fat fucks. I clean that place so good when we closee,
and I do help shit run smoother. WEll, so I hear from all the managers. I go
beyond whats expected and no one here gives me the credit I deserve. FUck
you, I know how hard I work and for what? For people to look down on me
and say "you work at gay McDonald's" and have the customers treat me like
I have no brain cause OBVIOUSLY I don't cause I work at that place which
hires ANYONE. I'm in college...gotta pay for it somehow but no one really
knows that..or realizes how hard it isBut, lately..like that past few
monthes...I've been gettin so many compliments from like the general
managers and shit so good. Someday I will own McDonald's! Eat all the Big
Macs I want..lol, no but really when I get outa school you'll see. I'm saving
up so that when I transfer out of there I can go to like Temple and fuckin live
there. I get no help from no one...maybe I live at home but..honestly I don't..I
don't even use there phones..I'm not aloud. I come here to sleep and I wake
up go to school come home try to clean up my room and get my laundry
ready then go to work come home at 1:00 am pass out (sometimes stay up if i
have homeworkl) then the next day IF i have no school I'm fuckin exhausted
so I sleep a little late but then i get up do laundry clean my room cause
somehow it got messy.oh yea i think i should shower maybe eat...maybe not..i
don't even eat..i eat like on the run. study finish homework..have my mom tell
me i'm lazy and need a new job and nag at me the whole time, that i left shoes
on my floor while i'm tryin to write papers, then she goes to work so i take
care of the kids and when my dad gets home they eat and i go out with kevin
and we don't even go out we fuckin run errands all night and hten we stop at
his house or one of his friends and do some shit then home cause gotta wake
up early for school i dod this everyday..weekends are not different. i see
kevin everywhere i go, its great work school outside of all that and in
between...only times like now and when i'm sleepin he aint around..and the
only reason i got time to write this now is cause yesterday was my last classes
and i have no homeworrk and the laundry is done. i'm gonna have a heart
failure next week. so tonight me and hie are gonna go out, probably at first it'll
be gay and we wont have much to do cause he'll be runnin errands and shit
but when he's done he gives me all his attention..and why you ask i follow him
around while he doin work like this well cause i don't know cause he wants
me with him. he's bein so good to me its crazy and its gettin better and better
oh shti i forgot i got my permit and he's teachin me to drive and i drove home
from work last night and yeaa can't wait till i get a license cause i'll drive him
aroiund all over...i'll be the man in the drivers seat and he could b the bitch lol
ok my stomach is eatin itself bye | 
